What do you do

What do you do
when you dont feel anything

you are numb

and you are used to big feelings


You don´t remember a dogs warm eyes
looking at you
when sad

or how love between two could feel

even simple things like enjoying a coffee
or the scent of newly washed hair

When you don´t know wich way to go
and you are only
in your kitchen

when it seems your feet has left ground
Your soul stays home to rest
and you take your body for a walk

when you don´t feel connected to yourself
when you miss yourself so much
that it hurts

when you can´t find what you are looking for
and maybe even given up search

then
really


what do you do?